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I waited two more years of the boy. . and finally he came and then he still belong to someone else. . I was only able to smile even though the heart is like the stabbed a knife. I felt so unfair .. would like to hope he reprimand me again?. . will not .. so was I who began to reprimand him is when he is playing ps2 my brother's in my house. .  .since then we started to close as a good friend. from friends turned to his sister. .I persevered within myself. . yes .. I know he's someone else ..  at that time I feel like there is no hope.wound in the heart still felt. .. I try to survive. .. I do not blame him .. he did not know I feel for him .. too busy to university life and love ..no time to chat with me again. .so I give up at that (continued)

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One day, I met a boy. at that time I was 11 years old and boys 17years. first time to see the boy. . suddenly my heart beat fast. I was surprised. . and began to ask myself. . who is the boy? very cute. since then, I started watching him when he was chatting with my brother. I think he also noticed my presence. . the boy asked for help from my brother to ask me if I want to be a sister of his friend? I was shocked! then I feel very embarrassed. .immediately rejected the demands. . and at that time I did not see the boy for many years. . exacerbation in the days surrounding the heart. every day thinking about where he disappeared? .. one day.I asked my brother. where did the young boy who is coming to our house is? my brother said the boy was quite busy with her ​​lover. .I was shocked. . aggrieved and feel awful. . I do not know why I should feel bad ... and for now..I know I like that boy .. (continued)